Quote (S3th @ Nov 30 2014 06:57pm)
Went on one date from Tinder.
She gave me head and swallowed.
Never seen her since.
yeah i dated x2 from a dating site--- i mean i went out with them--- and fux them and never spoke to one again and the other had my number but shes kinda gross. both of them had gained like 20 lbs from their pics but i was drunk and horny so said fuk it (and then fuk'd it) but felt like puking after i dont like a fat girl i like b breasts and a small well shaped butt and one of the girls starts telling me to call her a whore and im very modest and think that's disgusting so i told her to 'shut up whore' and she didnt say much else but after we did it i said i was hungry and she made me jalapeno-cheddr meatballs (from a package) annd some turkey breast that i took to go and when i was leaving i hugged her in a way that my face wasnt turned away so she couldnt kiss me cuz i as sickened by her appearance
but the other girls were all hot except 1 was very average and those 2 ugly flab ass turkey necks. i told them both i didnt have my cc so i didnt have to pay for the alcohol tho so that was a bonus
went out with one girl who had like a beer, a mixed drink, and half a shot and was apparently hammered(i was later informed) who talked filth and was a church girl i guess. she'd only been with 1 guy but masturbated constntly and watched porn videos. when she got on top she says 'oh why did i wait so long' and yeah i take her to her car everything's great she messages me the next morning saying she just orgasmed twice, we plan to meet(meat) again and everything's good then later in the day she starts saying i was pressuring her for sexing and she didnt want to see me anymore so whatever.. she was hott hough
and the girl i dated for 3 months was hot as fark but also very messed up. the only girls who will be with me at all, especially for any amount of time, are fucking weirdos. well not weird but they are messed up. she had issues with her parents who were both drunks, she wasnt happy with life--she claimed. she had too many fukin friends tho and wanted to go out (just go out, not party) like 5 times a week. so it didnt work c uz i literally went to a dinner with her and 12 people and didn say a single word to anyone but her. mind u i had taken a dozen klonopin within the last 24 hours and had been drunk for the last day so my anxiety should have been at bay but nope it was raging. apparently i was making fun of everyone (to her) and that was being 'negative' but i meant well..i made fun of her and she liked it so. well she proly didnt like it but i thought it was funny but i made her laugh a lot too. she was about to be a doctor (vet) and here i still workin on a B.S. so we were at different stages of life anyway.
she kind of abandoned me for my problems i told her i was in therapy trying to get help i mean not just that she knew about all my issues except the probable 'anti social pd' cuz that one is weird i dont want ppl knowing about that. she scratched the fux out of my back when we had sex tho (at my request--and never hard enough) which made it much better. she also bled a lot durin sex she said it was her cervix. but if a girl is attractiv i dont mind them bleeding on me it is a fetish i think. but if theyre an ugly one i dont even want to get their juice on me i wear a condom.
so fukin sik of same thing every day get up surf youtube eat read surf youtube take nap get up eat surf youtube read take sleep pill go sleep wake up restart shit sucks and i got school starting soon zzzzzzzzzz
i miss ehr tho it's funny we break up 2 months ago or something and i feel like it's getting worse as time goes on