Quote (fingerling @ 13 Aug 2014 09:11)

yes so i go see how shitty the world is but i come back and still have an emotional instability disorder, am still a half-retard anti social awkward fuk trying to communicate with people in real life, can't form lasting relationships and don't have any.

any progress or improvement in life outlook gained from seeing suffering will be lost quickly.

also, fuk a starving person. physical suffering isn't shit. mental suffering is worse than anything. i trained 3 weeks for this olympic triathlon im about to do, hadn't even swam more than 10 feet in my life before a couple weeks ago and just got a bike a couple weeks ago. because of my bpd and turbulent feelings i cause myself to suffer with cutting, punching, ice baths, not eating, exercise, etc.

physical discomfort is a joke

Quote (Biggest @ Aug 13 2014 02:34am)

I thought I would be forever alone too. Was fat, ugly and annoying.

Sorted my shit out and now I have an awesome BF, above average looks and everything else.

Take life by its balls m8.

Quote (Jam @ Aug 13 2014 02:37am)

one of the main reason you feel depressed is probably because you don't know where you're going

the way I see things is men always had to keep themselves busy, follow an objective. this is what we were doing when we were chasing food, spending time to stay alive

then we got sedentary, developped a lot and today you got a home and parents that give you everything you need, so you wake up in the morning with no goal, no objective, not knowing exactly what you'll do nor having any long term plans

men need to have an objective, they need to stay busy otherwise the mind goes crazy (for me at least), so my advice is try searching for what you want to accomplish in your life, short term goals, long term goals, and spread them out on different topics... sports, knowledge, finishing a book, jerking off 10 times in a single day, whatever it is, find something that gives you excitation and start from there. when you'll reach the first goals you'll realize that you're not worthless and that you can do it

again this is my point of view, may seem stupid to some people and may makes sense for some others, either way

"we're all gonna make it brah" ~

Quote (fingerling @ Aug 13 2014 03:11am)

yes so i go see how shitty the world is but i come back and still have an emotional instability disorder, am still a half-retard anti social awkward fuk trying to communicate with people in real life, can't form lasting relationships and don't have any.

any progress or improvement in life outlook gained from seeing suffering will be lost quickly.

also, fuk a starving person. physical suffering isn't shit. mental suffering is worse than anything. i trained 3 weeks for this olympic triathlon im about to do, hadn't even swam more than 10 feet in my life before a couple weeks ago and just got a bike a couple weeks ago. because of my bpd and turbulent feelings i cause myself to suffer with cutting, punching, ice baths, not eating, exercise, etc.

physical discomfort is a joke