im at a real tough day, thinking about my life.



I have no friends, no job, I cant learn this NASM textbook in 9 weeks at this rate. I cant keep good moments around me. I always get stuck alone.


My ex was the first one who i could talk to about anything, maby thats why I still miss her after so long?


You guys dont know what its like being alone all your life. When something good happens that brings people into your life, somehow it always breaks apart.

I dont have any school, no real career stuff going on. I am completely lost in life today.


Thoughts of suicide to end the pain, but you know im never going to do that. Even though It would end my pain, ya know even though nobody really cares for me, I wouldnt want them to feel that alone feeling that I feel all the time. Life just sucks when you feel alone. It sucks, it hurts.


I have no life, no love, no skills, the only jobs that will take me are min wage. I am at a road block here that always comes back to me since i left the marines. My life is still going nowhere. I just dont know what to do.

#what would naruto do

You say you have no life but you are alive. Therefore you are life. Stupid logic

naruto got a job doing what he wanted

I'm sorry to hear that bud. Keep your head up and sights set on the NASM studying if that's what you wanna pursue. Just take things day by day.

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It's pretty easy to become good at socializing as long as you put forth an effort and recognize who you are, and what you're weaknesses are. If you are an introvert that wants to have a social life, you need to be able to recognize the days where your body needs to refresh itself so it can go back out and be social the next day. This is how I am, and this is how I built a pretty damn good social life while being an extreme introvert. I make quite the effort to get to meet people probably 4/7 days of the week. The others, no one hears from me and I focus on school/lifting/gaming so I can refresh.

i cant concentrate on NASM studying, all im thinking about is finding love.

all im thinking about is missing a woman in my life.


all im thinking about it all the opportunities in my life that iv messed up.


Its hard to read like this. Thoughts?

If you are being a try hard with finding a partner or even buddies to hang out with, it's a huge turn off and everyone can sense it.

take an interest in other people, i used to be mad alone but started making friends after realizing you have to give a shit about others sometimes
posting sarcastic comments and interacting with people on the internet will not make you more social, spending all day in public will
good luck

my problem wasnt being social

my problem is that i dont have a good personal life right now and it exploits how talkative I am.

How do you think it feels to talk to girls when you currently have nothing going?

When i met my ex, the idea was to take over my fathers business and marry this girl in the future with my dads business becoming mine.


that is all gone to hell now.


like i said, im lost right now.