ive been on tren for 4 weeks and the side effects are becoming very real
night sweats, nightmares, blood pressure and a lot of other crazy shit is happening right now and its real nasty
my bf says that I should get off it, that I am already very very muscular and that he will find me attractive even if I got fat
if I got off and took PCT now I would feel a fuckton better and healthier but I would have zero chance of gaining more muscle until next cycle
on aesthetic level I am good now so even if I got a bit fat I would be OK, plus its not like I need to find a new partner so I can "let go" a little bit since he dont give a shit
but the ego would suffer

and so would strength so I would have to go a few kgs down on my lifts which will make me sad and id stay this size or smaller :(((((
wot to do?
pick health?
pick looks?
well dunno tbh its autumn so noone is gonna see me fat anyway?
advice wonted