Caleb's definition of Love.
We learned each others ways of life
That is what dating is to me
Learning Ways of living day to day
Small things to big things
To how you brush and how you love
I loved her for 2 months.
Yes I said Love, in the first 2 months.
To me it was love yet at first sight
She was the one who got all of me
I saw women everywhere, but only she caught my eyes.
Only she could get my attention
Only she could feel my warmth
I reserved everything a faithful man does to his woman
First one I think about when I wake
First one I text in the morning
Always try to make her days full of joy
If I made her smile, that day is now complete
Her face radiated with a bright aura like that of sunshine
Twinkles in her eyes as you gazed into them, just like looking at the stars on a clear night sky
By the 3rd month she said she loved me back.
But my love isnt there anymore.
Was it my impatient mind?
was it my inexperience in love that gave it my all so quickly, that I foolishly expected to be loved so soon?
I dont know what it was, but it happened.
It was gone.
It was my fault, our stars didnt shine together anymore.
Or was it fate?
Why does fate use life as learning lessons?
I do not agree using life as only to be used for an experiment for learning.
However, I cannot undo what is done.
I can try to make the best of it. Even sad days can be embraced by a strong chin held high.
It is not right to carry this on.
It is my duty as a man to stand up and say that my love is not the same.
I love her as a person, but im not crazy in love anymore.
Im not an honorable man if I dont say to her..my love is gone.
It is so hard to give someone up, even after your love has faded
They are still the most deeply in tune person with you
but
If she is happier without me, then im fine with that.
Fate has its ways to have people meet and get so deep into each other's lives.
Then one day that person is ripped from your life, but at your own hands doing.
Quite the predicament that was.
This is one of lifes experiences, shall we call it.
I think Ill call this Caleb's definition of Love.
Needless to say...A woman deserves to be loved.
If you are a man and you cannot offer her that love, you are not a man if your still with her
But When I cannot offer that anymore and I tried so hard to earn that love.
I wanted to stay with her
But it just didnt work anymore, she knew it and so did I.
Fate as I will say, when it comes to love...You both must love each other at one point or another.
That is Love in my definition. -Caleb