So about a month ago my girlfriend quit talking to me almost entirely. Every time we did talk we fought. I felt like she was looking for a reason to leave me, but didnt want it to be her fault. Finally, one day when I was overwhelmed by work, theatre, social life, finances and sleep, I blew up. She put forth little to no effort to make our relationship work, she didnt talk to me, never drove to hang out (she lived about 30 miles from me) and my car doesnt exactly "sip" gas. I was spending $300 a month in gas just to go see her and when I brought it up, she turned her back on me and pretended that there was no problem.
I drove her to work.
I drove her to the hospital to see her dad.
I drove her to her dance recitals.
I drove her to her theatre productions.
I drove her to her friends.
I DD'd for her multiple times.
And, I could tell, she didnt want to be with me for a while. She was waiting for an opprotunity to leave me without making it look like it was her fault. When I got angry, for the first time in three months, averaging 6 hours of sleep a week, trying desperately to reconnect but she wouldnt let it happen. She created issues, she made me feel like shit.
Again...
I was played.
So now I just want to fuck and drink.