Reality is hard to accept and it's even harder not to hate the things that keep reminding us of it. These awful, destructive emotions keep eating away at everything I consider to be good in my life. Every time I believe myself to have moved on and accepted things as they are, I take a step back and return to my hostile state.

What do I do?

This post was edited by rawwwrr on May 17 2016 11:21pm

grow up

Make an appointment with a local community mental health center. Your insurance might cover most, if not all of the cost. Good luck

I'm trying really fucking hard to be better.

pwnt

I'm waiting for my test results which should be coming next month.

drastically changing your habbits.

i know you might not like this...

but stop going on the computer and playing games.

go for walks, jogs, get a hobby that is extracurricular. spend your time doing that, visit places you might want to visit that are near you and find places you find serene, maybe pick up fishing or reading....

trump supporter cuck

fixed

Reject reality, then there's nothing to be hostile towards.