there's this awful feeling of worry and anxiety in my stomach that i'm repressing every day. it goes away after a couple minutes of happy thoughts.

it's like i could explode into an extreme fit of anger if the circumstances become favourable for it.

i'm honestly doing everything i possibly can but this shit won't just go away. even when things are going well. i'm running out of ideas.

what should i do? keep repressing, hoping it will go away once my desires are fully satisfied and i can finally cope?

some things are just impossible for me to change and it's killing me on the inside. i feel like i'm at the mercy of everything that's happening around me.

nah

Go to the gym and sleep 8 hours a day and eat healthy

then you don't feel like that

first, you have to tell us why you get the feeling of anxiety and worry in your stomach, it can't be for nothing.

This post was edited by Sakuraba on Apr 19 2016 12:49pm

i burnt my bridges with a girl who i had feelings for. which is good because we were toxic for eachother. her brokenness only amplified my own when i was around her. i have my hands full dealing with my own shit right now and i simply have no room for anyone else in my heart. she could sense it so she started avoiding me. i made our last conversation really ugly so it could mark the end of everything. i really don't regret this, just the fact that i couldn't help her in the end. i fucking bleed every time i think about how she's hurting.

i'm very compassionate towards people who are going through rough times and are naturally weak. some of it comes from witnessing what toxic relationships can be like from a very early age. i've been hated by my own mother since an early age, as being the reason for her inability to live a good life. she even tried to abandon me at one point so she could start a new life with a man, but i don't really care about that anymore. however it did do a number on my feelings of self-worth and it keeps showing whenever i'm put under pressure. so naturally i feel the duty to try and fix everything by giving every part of myself to that goal, even if it ends up sabotaging me in the long run. in return i request the attention and care i never received from my parents. it's really hard for me to change this part of myself.

This post was edited by rawwwrr on Apr 19 2016 01:20pm

You will never be satisfied.

Try exercise.

Pretty much but with heart and chest

Dissociatives might help
Maybe mdma

My friend we must always do our best to overcome obstacles, with integrity. XD

I know you can do it, my friend.

You can overcome the insurmountable odds through, strong will and adversity. XD

Stay strong, my friend. And always have faith and believe in yourself. XD

If you don't regret what you did, how could things go any other way? You have to move forward in some way or you won't feel better about yourself. Wasting time watching the years go by in your shell is no way to live a meaningful life.

It's just gas.

sounds like a combo of anxiety/angst.

or its just gas i bunno