Quote (BuTcHeS @ Jan 5 2015 03:11pm)

plz no mad ;c

Quote (BuTcHeS @ Jan 5 2015 03:13pm)

omg yessss

BWA BWA BWA BWA

Quote (Firaga @ Jan 5 2015 05:30pm)

on the real tho

i do'nt think any of you have been alone for as long as i have so none of u can relate

can u imagine... spending holidays alone for past decade

can u know what it feels like to be afraid to go hang out with friends who all have gfs and talk about s3x and i have nothing to say

can u know what it feels like to go to some ceremony and literally all of the friends there have gfs they bring and i have no one

i can't even remember the last time i went to movie theatre

not to mention the fact that i have never had dinner with a girl before

what really kills my mind is that the things i want in life are these simple kind of things. i have no great ambitions or desire to become a billionaire, or president, or to become world-famous. i just want the simple things like being able to go on dates and stuff and to know that i am not alone. yet it is outrageous to me that i cannot have even that, just becuz im ugly and socially inadequate. i am the most awkward human in the world, i only have 2 friends that i feel 100% comfortable with and that only happened becuz those 2 friends looked over my awkwardness and kept with me even if i was awkward and socially retarded. it took me 2 years for me to completely open up to them.

why am i like this? why was i born like this? if it takes me 2 years to open up JUST to be a friend, then how much longer is it gonna take me to open up to a girl, or which girl is even going to have enough patience to deal with my bullshit existence for over 2 years, and even then, which girl is going to accept my feelings when i do open up?

i've SRSLY liked (and i mean seriously) about 7 girls and they all said no, and it's obvious. i am ugly, i am not funny, i do not bring anything to the table as a person, and they won't want to have a bf like that.

tl;dr: my own personality is a flaw in every aspect. i have accepted that there is nothing that can save me. i will not get a gf tomorrow, or the day after. and it shall remain like this for maybe until i die.

literally the only thing that keeps me living on is the fact that i hate feeling hunger, and i eat just to quench my hunger, not becuz i actually want to live. i do'nt even have anything to live for

Quote (jcamp @ Jan 5 2015 05:09pm)

yea you come here to vent because people don't judge youon your looks or personality because they cannot see it. but you can't do the same in reality.

understandable, but you have to realize when somebody looks at you they don't instantly judge you. there are judgmental people in this world but the majority of people can look past your differences.

Quote (Eevee @ Jan 5 2015 05:07pm)

ROFLMAO

best

troll

ever

they should give u an award for the shit you can type lol

Quote (Komachi @ Jan 5 2015 05:14pm)

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Quote (AnimeFTW @ Jan 5 2015 05:14pm)

I feel ridiculous

Quote (BuTcHeS @ Jan 5 2015 03:16pm)

Awww. okok I will try something later when I get back home

PM or post something you'd like

im still bad at this doe



haha I love it. 

Quote (Firaga @ Jan 5 2015 05:16pm)

my experiences say otherwise... that 1st impression is extremely important to most ppl and i always fail



like i said

im not trolling...

Quote (Komachi @ Jan 5 2015 05:20pm)

im jk

Quote (BuTcHeS @ Jan 5 2015 03:22pm)

No.

You got me all serious now.

nn joke