I'm afraid to die..
my grandpa had a heartattack 2weeks ago, and i think alot about how it feels getting one myself
(he still alive)

I'm only 19years old, having stress, fear/panicattacks and hyperventilation,
this all makes me think of death, i'm so afraid :'(
i'm scared.. what can i do?
what do you feel when you die?
life after life?
ghost?
what is gonna happen?
Go see a doctor, i belive he can point you to the right people there can help you out