Quote (Brad690 @ Mar 3 2015 03:08pm)
The thought of HRT (hormone replacement therapy) scares me. I don't even like taking pain pills for head aches. Also I wouldn't be happy with the results. If I was to transition I would of preferred doing it prepuberty. The idea of HRT is basically making you go through puberty again. Also if I'm to be honest, some days I don't think this way, some days I don't wish I was a girl. I'd consider myself "gender fluid" or gender neutral if anything.
I understand

And my choice to transition was very terrifying. And yes I am essentially going through puberty again at the moment.. But it truly has changed my life in many positive ways.
Don't assume you will be unhappy with the results though. HRT is kind of like rolling a dice, some people experience huge changes and others small ones. I myself have been on for a few months now and am experiencing some pretty substantial change.