Down the river not across the stream faggot

I've had severe depression and anxiety my whole life but I never self harmed. Aside from the type that comes from attention seeking in middle school, I'm genuinely curious what kind of things you think about while doing it, or prior to cutting/burning etc.

i can't feel empathy anymore. i can't ask anyone for their compassion because i can hardly give anyone the same back. it's just this profound disconnect from everyone and everything that's been haunting me all my life. i've been reckless, cruel and callous and i've also been genuinely caring, yet every time i care about what actually matters, nobody else seems to do the same. so i see myself turning more and more apathetic every day. there's no more pain for me because there's nothing to care about anymore. it's cost me so many things in life and i don't feel like i have the strength to break the pattern.

This post was edited by rawwwrr on Jul 12 2016 12:21am

maybe he didn't actually want to die! good thing too cuz he's still here to post about it!

Hello Wraps

meh

things get a lot better as you get older! i've been in the same boat and it sucks but things really do get better!

hello Lensherr!

sorry for scaring everyone off!

you guys can come back and post here i'll leave this thread!

oO i messed up my post on this one!

This post was edited by Sarz on Jul 12 2016 12:31am