well if we're talking "the right therapist" there actually are not any therapists in my area that even are trained in the particular issue i have

they will and have(the 3 ive spoken to) tell me the same exact thing, "dont commit suicide"

and far from the contrary, until a few days ago my pride would have never allowed me to bring this subject up

i have nowhere else to talk about it other than jsp, all my forms of communication are gone

This post was edited by HEAVENSHAKINGSWORD on Apr 25 2016 02:35am

What's your issue and why are you evil, are you possessed?

Talking about your problem would actually help, oreover when you say you have no other way of communicating, which im sure is bullshit
There is always a way to communicate, you didnt find it yet

This post was edited by Keo on Apr 25 2016 02:38am

i think it's solid advice to not kill yourself.

...I know your issues and if there are no qualified therapists in your area to help you through it then find one out of your area .

Why don't you help him? Aren't you a therapist

hey, what you are is for you to deicide. it's simple. right now you're hurting so bad you can't see past your own self-loathing. you're not even sure what the fuck you are and what you even want from life. so you turn outward for validation and all you see is a miserable monster created from the ugliness in your life. it's easy to blame and put yourself down. it's the most natural reaction. if you can't see this i doubt you actually know what it really means to put effort into change. once you hit hit rock bottom, and trust me you'll know when you're there, you'll realize that every ugly thing in your life could have been different if you only tried. that's where change comes from.

This post was edited by rawwwrr on Apr 25 2016 02:44am

there are two sorts of values that you can measure your life with beyond thinking philosophically or spiritually.

They are how you value your life and how others value you life.

Some have many others who would rather said person be around, and this said person may actually be a heavy important to the life of others.
Or he could be insignificant to those around him, other than his family. Some are even insignificant to their families.

The other way is how much you value yourself. You may not value your body but value your mind. You may simply value your perspective and wish to experience more things from it.
You may also not value your own life. This, however, does not mean that you don't value others lives and wish to have an impact in that way.

I guess not valuing others and yourself is tantamount to suicide... However, in and of itself... It is obviously not suicide as you are still alive. Something that exists can change....

Overall... Value is subjective... Why don't you make yourself valuable to yourself so you can live with better peace of mind?

why are you even posting in this thread?



there wont be a rock bottom lol, in the event that i cannot find a way out, im probably going to decide to kill myself

it will be quiet and not one person will know, thats not really what i made this thread about, im not commiting suicide today



hmm yea you dont though how could you say you do? lol

deep down you don't want to die and that's the truth. when you're left with the choice of life or death you'll understand.

but hey you can keep on making bullshit excuses about why you're deficient and have no future or you can just, you know, do stuff.

This post was edited by rawwwrr on Apr 25 2016 02:57am