Quote (rawwwrr @ Apr 19 2016 12:39pm)
there's this awful feeling of worry and anxiety in my stomach that i'm repressing every day. it goes away after a couple minutes of happy thoughts.
it's like i could explode into an extreme fit of anger if the circumstances become favourable for it.
i'm honestly doing everything i possibly can but this shit won't just go away. even when things are going well. i'm running out of ideas.
what should i do? keep repressing, hoping it will go away once my desires are fully satisfied and i can finally cope?
some things are just impossible for me to change and it's killing me on the inside. i feel like i'm at the mercy of everything that's happening around me.
ive had this for a few months maybe years on and off.
i dont know what it is but for me its probably got something to do with not getting close to anyone relationship wise in a long time
This post was edited by DALTONG on Apr 19 2016 03:49pm