drinking shitloads (within reason) of water helps at least me
yellow fingers? you smoked self rolled or otherwise with short filter
switched to additive free smokes so been smoking those for a while (no ad free self-rolled ones here)

i usually eat plenty of food too when quitting nic - you eating more or staying strong?
wow, why not FFXV

well it wasnt that bad but had many factors that couldnt tolerate
we went to see black sabbaths last gig ever anywhere (outside of gig zone)
alot happened there and we ended up taking our friend who odd with gbl to their home
bought amph (first time ever buying but been bumping from friends recently) with 20€ (not a g) seemed a bit too little for that money but w/e

hanged out etc for few hours and convinced him to come to my house to check the mail bc knew a wouldnt last and didnt want to split up since we were going to see our old friends (hadnt seen them since last summer) and thought it would be nice to hang and stay awake
went to my hoods and waited until shops are allowed to sell alcohol (9am here)
when mail arrived nothing came and was bummered but he said this will last for us for the day

spend a lot of time at my house until left to friends, spend the evening there and then went for bar - was feeling anxious and sad since ran out of a for a while - asked for some from him but he was acting obnoxious, belittling and saying he will sell them (he is in some debt) tried to offer some money and asked for a 'placebo' bump 40mg,30mg,20mg, 10mg,anything for a few dollars but he was No Way. and insulted etc
he said the buyers didnt know how much he had so a minimal dose would have be Nothing imo - tried telling him to help a friend in need because was feeling heavily so
ive offered him a bunch of stuff too but...

ended up spitting on him and got angry repeating the flaws in his behaviour
he left but we ended up seeing him later again (wouldnt have wanted since guessed what would happen) since other fried wanted but he still didnt get it and kept on insulting
the day after he texted (cant remember did he say sorry) but he just said about 'the business opportunity since he was in debt" ...but it really was just few hundred mgs

he was my best friend too even though we kinda got apart but been hanging several times this year (more than past 7 years combined)

sorry for long text, i hope you dont mind too much

This post was edited by BebebBurns on Jul 11 2016 06:00pm

my friend quit smoking too I am so proud he is a stronger dueler and person!

d2 dueler?

you never anwsered dk :<
what mic tabs
how did shrooms go (you were about to do them, right? iirc)

i only just got around to reading it lel. yer i rolled smokes & got stains on my fingers.

i didn't really follow that story tbh. your friend was a cunt over some speed?

shrooms were dank. i was surprised at how potent the powder still was after being under my mattress for a month, it was the hardest i ever tripped. about 30 minutes of feeling overwhelmed and out of my depth @ the peak but it turned into the most pleasurable body high ever, everything felt amazing.

the guy says they're 150ug but we'll see. if they're really 150ug then they're probably twice as strong as the tabs you buy from rands around here. still waiting on mail, only been 2 business days

there's no reason to quit smoking unless you want to prolong your life, which is kind of stupid if you ask me.

This post was edited by rawwwrr on Jul 11 2016 08:24pm

promised something and didnt help me out when there would have been 0 downside hmm yup

shroom trip sounded nice

havent had any nicotine in the 12 hours i've been awake today

got mail as well

Gl, hf dd.

Good luck bud!
I can't say too much on the subject but it was hard for me, just picked up the habit of eating more
I only smoked for about 10 years at the time so it was still a pain in the ass, but i'm glad I did.. 2 years ago this Christmas and still want a cigarette every once in a while.