Quote (rawwwrr @ 2 Aug 2016 11:12)
i've had a couple decent length quits here and there. i started again was because for some reason i imagined not smoking would return me back to a prepubescent state of naivete, which was utterly stupid of course, but i hoped not being dependent would somehow heal some of the damaged nerve endings and brighten my extremely dull emotional palette.
i do feel physically stronger at times, and i also get the occasional phantom smells that remind me of long forgotten childhood memory (which for me personally is and intensely positive emotional experience), however that where the good ends. my mental processing and attention span are shot witout the help of nicotine, and i don't know if there's any way for them to recover fully.
that sounds like when i quit smoking weed. i thought if i quit smoking weed all my problems would go away, i'd start being productive & get my life back on track. that didn't happen
are you cold turkeying it? not sure i really had any loss of mental faculties when i quit but i was substituting with vape and a piece of 4mg nicotine gum while i slept. the hardest thing for me is the mindset of "my life is shit, what does it matter if i smoke".
seriously good luck with it. it's a big boost in your self perception. to know you have the willpower to give up such a strong addiction, it makes you feel like you could do anything you really wanted to
Quote (sayaka @ 2 Aug 2016 11:38)
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This post was edited by Devil_kin on Aug 2 2016 11:43am