You got two choices:
1.
be a victim & bitch + moan

2. man up & find a way to get yourself into a better situation

Nah just keep doing drugs and feeling gud inside

gamble & bang hookers too.

I've been fucking trying life just continues to shit on me

Not really. If you only work and maintin normal social relations you get nowhere. You have tos pend your free time workign too. This is the only way to dig yourself out of a hole. Otherwise you are just maintaining the quo.

I smoke cause it gives me knowledge wbu

I've attempted to get to a spot were I can get out of this hole isn't as easy as it may seem not getting into details but trust me if I could fix the problem I would



I smoke to manage my suicidal depression

This post was edited by Gratuitous on Jul 1 2016 02:36pm

f4d3d

Heard dat

Do you take care of yourself? Probably not.
Do you eat healthy? probably not.
Do you go to the gym? probably not.
Do you try to be the best version of yourself every day? Obviously not cause you're getting high like a loser.

Drugs just delay your emotions, you can chase your tail till you off yourself or you can use that pain/struggle/w.e it may be as motivation to not be a victim.
It's easy to say "omg life why me", everyone has challenges and issues, everyone.

If you're weak mentally, nobody can help you.
Read books.
See a psychiatrist/therapist.

Goodluck, but seriously man up, sitting on JSP high aint going to fix shit.