Quote (rawwwrr @ Jun 6 2016 06:06pm)
das me.
used to be able to visualize very detailed images until drinking, smoking and poor eating became a habit. that's when i switched from drawing to guitar. i've had to deal with a lot of shit because of the way i am. i feel like most of it is my fault, but at least i've come to terms with myself.
i'd like to add that the emotions i feel range from extremely intense to stone cold, even when the stimuli are the same. maybe it's my mind's way of protecting me, or maybe i'm bipolar.
i was also recently diagnosed with an "accentuated personality", which means the doctors probably don't know shit, yet.
And that's me
In my case I was diagnosed with ADHD.
I started on concerta but decided not to be dependent. Like Ringo794 said I practiced and "trained my brain" to focus without the meds
Changing to a healthier life style helped but also I also gave myself challenges to train my concentration and focus like going shopping and remembering the grocery list in my head
today I still slip but managing way better .