Quote (TwistersPK @ May 7 2016 01:11pm)
lmao. i do agree with the whole love is a choice thing. My bestfriend is a gril and shes attractive inside and out. we've always been just friends tho. I've even had her sleeping in my bed after nights that we've gone out and gotten drunk af. W've never done anything sexual tho. So yea love is a choice you can be very good friends with this girl if that's what you want.
the girl i was talking to yesterday that this thread is about, actually had great insight into my thought. shes like it seems like youre always punishnig yourself, like your thoughts are a burden to you, shes like i think a lot too but my mind is just instilled into my thoughts now. im always thinking about shit... good or bad. ever since i was a kid ive always had goals and dreams in life, so my compulsive overthinking isnt all bad. even now im always coming up with new directions in life or goals that i wish to achieve and analyzing myself further.
idk its some trippy shit, but its just me. all i can do is control it but i cant run away from it