family yes, but there is a big issue with my family, its not something that simply can be made "right"



any attempt at changing my situation has made it worse, soon I wont be able to even make shitposts like these, because i wont have a place to live

i dont plan to kill myself today, or even tomorrow, but i think it's something i cannot avoid

i know where you're at. hurt turns to depression/feelings of worthlessness and if you keep repressing, eventually it will become hate. address the underlying issues. learn to forgive and understand. there's definitely something good you want from life. work for your goals and do not let your hate grow to the point of meltdown.

we're all the same in the end. no one is intrinsically better or worse than the other person. you're just expressing one facet of the human condition. once you realize this, a whole new world will open up to you. just be honest with yourself.

life will knock you down regardless. it's just a matter of how we decide to cope and deal with it.

This post was edited by rawwwrr on Apr 25 2016 02:28am

even if you have problems with your family you still have you. this is your life man and it's up to you to do things to make it better.

U wont appreciate your life till you appreciate yourself

...you really need to get some counselling as soon as possible .

The deeper the analysis goes, the more it becomes clear that all paths lead to the conclusion that life is meaningless (since we've removed ourselves from natural selection)

Life having meaning or not is subjective, if you believe it doesn't then you're right.
If you believe life has no meaning and you aren't happy then the obvious choice would be suicide.
There is, however, a problem with this line of thinking; you could be feeling this way because of some treatable illness like depression or whatever. If you do, there is a chance you'll feel differently later in life and your suicide would be a waste of potential.

the more honest i become with what i am the more i realize that the best version of me doesn't exist



this is the kind of motivational talk that i've never been cool with, i can't just make it right by myself, i could have the mindset all i want but in the end the things that hold me back have all the power

the undeserving succeed while the innocent die



been there done that, talking to broken records was nice for a time but thats all they are

for you man. once you get in peace with yourself you can get in peace with others. put all the bad stuff behind you and take small steps at doing better.

i promise you that you'll see improvement and want to do even better.

...but you haven't done it enough or correctly or with the right therapist for you . Let's be honest here , who is actually the broken record because I was pretty certain you were going to post exactly what you did ? Contact your local mental health agency and get the ball rolling .