i despise my family. i can't forgive them if they can't even admit to their mistakes. all i can do is cut them out completely when i have the chance.

This post was edited by rawwwrr on Apr 19 2016 01:39pm

eat at chipotle then shit out all of your fears and anxiety

great plan

...have you put the plug in the jug yet ?

i drink once or twice a month with my friends and even then i feel like the time is wasted. i never used to be a bad drunk until recently where my usual drunken happiness is replaced with something ugly.

it's safe to assume i don't enjoy it anymore and i try to avoid drinking unless it's necessary for a social gathering.

This post was edited by rawwwrr on Apr 19 2016 02:02pm

...next step...try to get some counseling .

i guess i really do need help huh.

...we all need a little help now and again but you're so twisted up inside it's time to talk to someone about it .

30% warn can do that to ya