doubt that... but it is what it is I guess... hate spending holidays alone.. just makes me depressed.. and I sit around and cry until I make myself sick..

trust me... i know how u feel... my wife is in texas... and idk if i'll everhave her back

yea it freakin sucks... blah

yeah... :/

vouch you... if it wasnt for my daughter.. i could just imagine what id do... :/ fuck my depressing self..

i dont even have that luxary

kids are great.. but she can only make me happy in so many ways.. and she has been sleeping for a while soo its as if she isnt even here..

ah... wish i had a kid to make me happy in even a few ways, lol... tell ya what... we'll just hang out and watcha movie or something together for newyears... lol

lol yea seems we are both in about the same mood.. I keep trying to tell myself things can only get better.. but doesnt seem that its working :S

yeah... i try the same damn thing... u got msger?