The whole point is to move on.... Keeping my garbage won't let me move on.
I'm a pretty strong willed individual, if I quit... it will be for real and permanent.
I've met a lot of wonderful people here, but... and don't this the wrong way... it's all fake. It's all virtual.. It is nothing, and now it means nothing to me.
As I stated a couple pages back, the person who I am, the character I have, the personality I have is very obsessed driven. I obsess over things, and LS is one of those things.
Nick, you have it made bud. Your at a point in your life where you can live out the rest of your days with this as a great hobby for you. You've been there, you've done that, you've graduated college, you've become an electrical engineer, you've got married, you've started a family. You're status in your profile is so true, you really are living the dream. I treasure all that you have outside LS, MUCH more than I treasure all this internet garbage. I want, what you have.... and I have NONE of it. And a HUGE reason why I don't... is LS and jsp. I'm one of THOSE guys. Those addicted driven, obsessed personality, people who get inside a shell and stay there while the world passes them by. I want to live a little, I want to break my chains and fly so to speak. My chains are LS, my chains is the financial and time investments I've made into this game that hold me down. The reason I can't leave, or move on. Because, like I said, my mental state of being, the person I am, won't let me move on. One day Nick, I hope to accomplish the things you have accomplished in your life. I admire that, I wish I one day can have what you have. THAT is what is important in life.
My mind is made up, the next chapter in my life is beginning. I turned 24 years old on September 9th. I'm in the PRIME of my life. And by god, you better believe I'm going to take full advantage of what time will slowly take away from me.
Love you all, sorry it has to be like this. But it is for the best.