i got grounded because i skipped school got 2 f's and drove my friend to a fight :/


and dave fa fa fa fuck you

edit this also means im grounded from the computer and i gotta sneak on so i probly wont be able to even finish my mq till i get ungrounded :/

another reason i hate my parents

This post was edited by Ensane on Oct 3 2009 01:47pm

+1.

I was thinking 132, and checked Randy, he said 132 too so I was like yes! then first door boom ><

ahahahahahahahaaaa
2 f's?
dude same here!!!
although if i dont start passing i dont get to take my drivers test
did ur friend win??

the other kid brought his dad with him and his dad was like i got a fucking gun and ill shoot any of you mutha fucker's if you try to jump my kid

and this women was there and was like ima call the police so the dad drove off

i think my friend is just gonna walk up to him in school and drop his ass ( i hope so atleast)

and i've had my lisence for a year but my parents are threating to take away my car

AND I BOUGHT THE CAR WITH MY OWN MONEY!! :/


This post was edited by Ensane on Oct 3 2009 05:14pm

to late to edit but i think the reason i got bad grades is because i got add

not adhd but add but my mom doesn't believe me and won't take me to the doctor

and it also explain's why i have so much trouble playing ladder slasher with out listening to music watching tv and talking on jsp all at the same time

lol ><

I'm leaving for the night, peace

lol
i was getting terrible grades
my parents made me go to a doctor to see if i have add
its impossible to NOT get diagnosed with the shit
i didnt do anything and i was diagnosed with adhd
im not hyper whatsoever
and the meds did to me what they usually do to people that dont actually have adhd ><

well i don't think i have adhd which is what the doctor will probly be expecting me to say ( thinking im just a kid who want's free drugs)

but no i think i have add and even if they don't give me anything to help me pay attention in school then falling asleep,talking in class,daydreaming etc... i can atleast have proof to tell my parents that the reason im having trouble in school is because of my add

see its 7 months since i quit weed and alot of other drugs and im still doing bad in school :/ and still have that daydreaming sleeping talking problem i've had because sitting in my chair and trying to focus on one thing is to hard :/

whoa that was a big essay haha i had to take like 3 breaks to just finish what i was typing ha

ok time to continue on what i was saying ha... imo your very lucky to have parents who are kind enough to atleast see what they can do to help you with your grades instead my parents want me to bring my books home and have my dad help me with them...

which is HELL i sit at a table and get yelled at because my dad can't figure out why i can't seem to pay attention to what he is saying and so i sit at the table getting yelled at for around 1-2 hours( this was back in the day when i accaully listened to my parents) and maybe get something done that would have took a person who can sit and focus on what needs to be accomplish only like 15 minutes to finish

so for me to do my homework ( this means sitting down and focusing on what i need to do) takes me around 4-5 hours and im in HIGHSCHOOL not college :/

long essay but it pretty much vented me out quite alot

This post was edited by Ensane on Oct 3 2009 10:06pm

LOL my dad wants me to get good grades so i can pay for him when hes old
he also wanted an excuse as to why i get bad grades
my grades got WORSE when i started the adderol
for me to do my homework, requires rewards, which i know sounds fucking stupid, but thats the only thing that works
like, i got grounded and had no access to electronics, i sat there and just daydreamed for 6 hours after school
then my dad let me watch tv and i started attempting my homework, didnt finish, but started and got over half done

haha that doesn't sound stupid my parents try to take away my stuff but after awhile they give up

expect my grades never get up im stuck at d's

forawhile i even thought i was depressed it was that bad i'd come home after school and sleep for 5 hours eat then go to sleep and then go to school... and repeat every day for months

but i realized that trying to pay attention in school ( which wears me out like crazy) was making me so tired ( my parents thought i was doing herion ahha) and it was after i realized this that i wasn't depressed i was just really fucking tired haha and it's also when i realized i probly had add and as the day's go on i'm getting more and more sure

i'm really fucked up haha

i've looked through some of my old post and about half of them were me complaining about how tired i am,that im grounded, that i gotta do homework(i never do it)

i really can't see how jamie and nate put up with my whinny ass O.o

This post was edited by Ensane on Oct 3 2009 10:28pm