Quote (Kalms @ May 25 2010 03:20pm)
fuck quality time alone man! im getting myself back on jsp, i have 2 weeks holiday from work and nothing to do with it... got very little money thats actually spendable etc, so what i think its time for is to just get myself slashing and talking for a bit, go back to work all refreshed and not a care in the world
janey situation is complicated, but iv backed off to see what happens realistically, its putting me under way too much stress. its not me or her that make it difficult, its other people around the situation.
Same, I thought I loved this girl. She kept doing things kept messing with my head. One day she wants a kid.. The next she wants to break things off because we did not have enough income coming in. (She was my first true loves) So I thought lol.
But here I am today. Much happier. Back then. I would of killed anyone to be with her again. Just took time to realize what a fool I was making of myself. We never belonged together. She dumped me next week had a new man (The same man I said she would date before we broke off lol and she is like Ewwww)
Was hillarious. But then I was pissed.
All in all the morale of this story is Time.. Take Time and look at it. Do you feel happier when you are away. Go spend some time with friends hang out do your thing.
Talk to new girls. See if they are interesting you or not. That helped me a lot.
I found the one I love eventually. We have our quarrels but who doesn't?