Quote (dooder @ 30 Dec 2009 01:42)
This is my last post ever on JSP. I wanted to say, that you all are lovely. I will miss you all and think back on this time I spent here one day, maybe some of my thoughts will be positive, and some will be negative. This is ok, this is what happens in life, we all go through crazy things, and also do some stupid things. I left the guild. I left to make room for someone who is more important than I am. I SINCERELY hope for the best for all of you. And I will keep all of you people who mean something to me, in my meditations, even if at first, I may be a little angry, or upset, or hurt. (You know who you are). You learn a lot by giving so much time to the internet, people represent themselves as lies, people also represent themselves in truth, and are sweet in real life, but then can act as assholes over the internet. I am sick of all of these dualities, and wish only to interact with people in person, because this is all so fucking sickening, seeing people act the way they do over the internet towards one another, there is so many lies, so much sickening activities, such a lack of morality, and I can not live in this sewage anymore, it is killing me inside.
With a lot of REAL love, I leave you all. And may your coming years be full of warmth. And to make sure you realize this; I am not being patronizing in my tone, nor sarcastic.
Good bye.
what is this???? what happened??? anyone in the guild knows what happened???? there should NEVER be a reason for jer feel like this here with us! i was out for the whole weekend, i was at my daughter's house, very happy, celebrating the new year and full of joy... and when i come back the first thing i did as i always do is click in "my guild" and the first thing i saw was that jer wasnt in the guild anymore.................. this is a HUGE disappointment, extremelly frustrating and i am extremelly worried now cause i have no idea of what is going on here! im sorry guys, thank you for all the wishes for a good new year, etc, im very grateful and i wish the same but i just cant feel happy at all while i dont solve this or at least know what the hell is going on..........