Quote (Llove @ Feb 5 2019 04:48pm)
I'm watching this film and the drill sergeant is being a total dick.
I want to join the military, but there's no way I'd stand for this sort of shit.
I'm very hard-working and motivated. I don't need some fatass drill cunt shouting abuse at me. I won't fucking stand for it. I'd beat the shit out of him if he tried it on me.
inb4 no you wouldn't 16 years of Judo 9 years of BJJ 4 years of boxing
Yes I fucking would.
I want to go into the division of my choosing and train specifically for the missions I want to do. For example, sniper or special missions involving hostage extraction.
It seems the only way you can do these sort of things is by starting at the bottom and spending a minimum of 4-6 years building your way up and through promotions.
Fuck that. I'm elite. I have a Masters degree and two black belts. I'd only do it on MY terms.
inb4 this means you lack discipline and wouldn't be suitable No, it demonstrably does not. Quite the opposite actually. I'm not some 16 year old father who dropped out of high-school. I'm a finely tuned and well oiled machine.
I want my missions given to me in a fancy offices. I don't want to be told to grab a shovel because we're "digging in tonight".
After you read this, I guarantee you will feel sorry for me.
Imagine this. You are attracted to women, like you are now (emotionally and sexually), but they do not exist. They existed a long time ago, and no one knows what they looked like (They have a pretty good idea from the fossils, however), but they do not exist anymore. That means, not only do you know there will never be any possibility of you having sex with one, but there's not even a possibility of you ever seeing one in real life. Everyone else, however, except for a very few, are not attracted to women, they are attracted to something else entirely. So in other words, you will never find any porn anywhere on the internet, only non-sexual pictures of women. Everyone you have told about your attraction to women think it's disgusting. To relieve yourself, you get off on the non-sexual pictures of women, knowing it will never get any better.
That's what life is like to me.
I am a degree 6 Zoosexual, sexually and emotionally attracted to Tyrannosaurs and nothing else.Women don't even do it for me. I am cursed to live my life in the misery that my most powerful emotional fantasies will never be even close to coming true. Life is like hell to me. I will never know true love.
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