i thought working for public school was bad, i stand corrected

i hate my summer time job, but i need the money

i work for general mills at $7.25 hr

That's almost 2 dollars an hour less than the minimum wage in my state..but then again..everything's over priced here

thats minimum wage here

kinda sad that a big company like general mills pays there workers minimum wage and works the shit out of them

Minimum here is 8,50 euro
Dunno how much dolla it is but gues over 10

When I was younger..roughly about 20 years ago..I was 11 at the time..I had my first girlfriend..(I know its kinda bullshit..in an adults eyes kids that young don't have Real bf/gf relationships..its basically just another friendship type relationship, but in a kids eyes its Real)..well fast forward 20 years later to todays time..this girl..she's smoking hot! Like drop dead gorgeous..like shes so hot i'd change my life around just to get close to her..and she was always pretty..but now she's all grown up and has filled out in all the right places..no bullshit..a true 10/10..im in a relationship and shes well aware of it..shes messaged me on FB a bunch of times but i dont have the messenger app installed on my phone for a few different reasons and i don't feel like taking out my laptop every so often to check my messages so i gave her my number instead..since then we've been texting back and forth almost constantly..exchanging pictures back and forth (nothing inappropriate) and just having good conversation. We have more things in common than I do with my actual girlfriend..same tastes in music..movies..food..humor..u name it..so now I'm contemplating my life...i'm about ready to say fuck it and start a new one lol

Idk why that ended with lol.
She could be crazy stalker material. We are the same age you and I.
Do you live with this current gf? How long have you been together? Etc. Give it some time. See if the initial feelings of lust and newness go away.
If they dont, be honest with your current, she deserves to know it actually wasn't her fault, and that you fell for someone else.
Most importantly, dont cheat.

It ended with laughter cuz I stated that I'm ready to change my life on a whim..I do live with my current girlfriend..we've been together about a year and 7months..and I'm older now..my days of cheating are behind me

Got ya.
1yr 7 months. Not a super long time at our age. How do you think she would react to a break up? Does where she will end up concern you? Are you madly in love with your current gf?

Only advise i can give, tell your gf straight up that you are developing feelings for someone else, but you are unsure of what to do with your life. Re-assure her that you haven't cheated.
If you want to stay with her, tell her that. But I would wait, at least a couple of weeks. Before making any life altering decisions. (Including mentioning this). When things are "new" they can get pretty intense, emotions and thoughts can be clouded by the excitement.

Hell, setup a coffee meeting as like "come out and meet my old friend". Could turn into an epic 3way. Or could ruin 3 lives. Its all a coin toss. Maybe sister-wives ftw.

Yes I love her but sometimes I feel I'm at my Witt's end and sometimes im really happy..its a bumpy road..if we broke up she would be heart broken at first but she would move on...im going to see her tomorrow for coffee and a little catch up

Best of luck, with everything.