A Little About Me...

My name is David I am 35 and I live in Spokane Wa and i just got married on Christmas Eve to my best friend and her 2 kids which are now my 2 kids and they are amazing. They bring me so much joy and so much reason to grow and be better. I had 4 hip surgeries over the past 5 years and a major reconstruction with the addition of a Achilles tendon form a donor body to repair my labrum. but i had my last surgery, finished PT and am working on strength training now. this was all the result of falling down broken stairs at my apartment. I will add more as i grow and change!

12/30/22
Day 1: Quitting Habits & Moving Forward
Weight: 365lbs

Today will be my first day not using weed all day long, I hit my 4 month mark of quitting alcohol and today will be my first day without weed. I really enjoy it but it has made me lazy and gain weight and hate myself. so its a viscous cycle the more i smoke the worse i feel about myself so then i want to smoke to make myself feel better. 5 hours into work and i feel great i really am not feeling major cravings, i think this is due to the fact i care more about quitting and growing and improving my life. So im not craving the crutch of emotional support, i just want to live a happy normal life. now normal is a stretch im weird af and neuro divergent af so normal is subjective. so this will be an updated blog following my growth and my journey to a better life so hopefully by this time next year i will have a cataloged record of my life and be in a way better off place than i am now.

Wedding Pics from phone will update when we get professional pics back!


Movie Night at the mall on Christmas Day!

Day 8 of my journey and I have achieved a lot I have started to eat better and take care of myself more. We got a puppy name Tilly she is a mini Aussie shepherd. I got a haircut today and that makes me feel great. Been to the gym only 3 times but hey that's 3 times more than last year so I'm ahead. Going to work on model cars and setting up Diablo to run for me when I get home so I have more time to focus on myself.

https://imgur.com/a/objiEUp

Hey bud, noticed you in the LS questions and wanted to say hi. Caught up on this blog and wishing you the best in the journey. Don't forget that setbacks aren't failures. Hope you are doing well.

had a huge setback today in my mindset.\

couldn't find my wife's purse last night after i sold my steam deck for 400$ cash and then we went to a friend's house to pickup a recumbent stationary bike and then when we got in we couldn't find her purse.

we went back to the friend and it wasn't there so we think she left in the car and it didn't get locked and someone stole it.

so lots of personal info out there now and they got us for about 500dcash which really sucks.

so im struggling not to break down I feel awful because I let the ring subscription slip and it was canceled yester day and i didn't renew so we don't have saved footage of last night.

so im about a 1/10 for the day

fuck friday the 13th!