so I finally found a job where while I may not be incredibly happy with the job itself the hours or the money I'm actually making "work friends" something I've literally only done one other time! but due to the fact that this employer has lied to me about position and sign on bonus as well as hours my Sir wants me to find a new job because we are trying to save for a house and fix a car and raise a child and live so I need to make more and work ideal hours but I can't come home late due to having a small human and needing to take care of pets make dinner and clean house nightly. It's getting really hard with my mental health to just decide screw it and move on because I actually feel accepted at this job by coworkers not so much high management but still you know? and I'm struggling with so much right now and I feel like I can't share it with Him because He already has soooo much on His plate and I don't want to be a bother so apparently I'm putting it all out right here as I sit here tearing up typing wanting to full out sob and scream and just go silent and numb but that's not possible. I have too much going on and I'm stressed because I am making friends but not much else. I need Help! on top of all that I can't figure out what to get Him for the holidays due to His interests being so niche and the few interests He has that aren't niche are expensive.