I have something to say, and have for some time now..
I’ve wished I could say it with enough conviction and honesty to truly express myself, and felt heard.
I still, after years of attempt, struggle to feel understood or possibly struggle to understand.. I’m not sure which.

I grasp the countless fields of scientific research and practice, and I recognize their constant evolution. Consistently delivering us from the ignorances it once pronounced as majestic facts.
I understand the human condition as a cosmic-being having a human experience; my logic damns me to fall, so my heart constructs a ladder.
As an ideology, Alan Watts once put it, ones perspective of the universe must be one that is worth the scruff; because if it isn’t worth betting on, than it isn’t worth playing the game.. and I have a strong desire to continue this experience.
Alas.. I am lonely; I feel disconnected from humanity; like an alien, amongst the human beings.

This post was edited by RyanESage87 on Nov 16 2021 05:54am