I'm in so much pain right now i consider a morphine drip and one week to live, a fair trade

What happened?

Car crash some years ago on my way to work when an animal run out in front of the car ( shit happen )
Broke my back and some other unpleasant things, and a world of chronic pain.

Winter season trying to kick summer season away, weather fronts high pressure and low pressure can't agree on anything
Three different types of weather with in 12 hours, pain level skyrocketing and became extremely unpleasant

Nothing i haven't try before, but for some reason it became too much to ignore

This time around winter has not very pleasant when it comes to pain and pain management.
Treatment with morphine some days seems like damn good solution, the doctor said we can always go down that road again if necessary.

The upside no more really bad days.
The downside no more really good days.

Chronic pain is a mental condition and mental surplus is necessary to say to yourself.
Your body is lying to you there's no immediate damage done to your body, ignore the pain and continue.

Some days it's really easy to say and extremely hard to do

my condolences
hope it gets better!