Hey guys It's been really weird not being here because BnP and JSP has been a hobby/Habit of mine for many years. Unfortunately last year was very toxic for me personally on here. In 2018 I learned how to sell keys and buy them and I had a stint there where for a few months I was killin it.

The toxic part is trying to regain what you lost... As many of you know its a damn grind and its always up and down. I was up for so long and I just wanted to be back where I was at. If I had a time machine ya know.. So nearing the end in December all the money I've made was spent trying to reclaim something that I probably won't seen again.

After losing 30-40k back to back after multiple grinds up I decided I can't do this. I drink when I play bnp because I need the balls to play big games. When I'm sober I'm always careful so what that ment was on my free time I'd get drunk and play bnp all weekend and one day to recover from a hangover...

This is unhealthy and a case of depression/ mental disorder in which I knew I couldn't sustain. I needed a new hobby/habit. So I picked up Youtube I watch Youtube all the damn time more then TV anything.. So I wanted to take a shot at creating and becoming a youtuber. I'm 27 years old and maybe I'm too old for this but fuck it I wanted to do this for many years but always had my doubts and fears.

I worked really hard trying to learn different software and I wanted to share with you all what I've been able to accomplish. It's not much but I'm proud of it so if you would please support me and check it out.

My Youtube channel name is Killermcknight which was my first gamer tag and jsp name before I changed to Orlando.

This is my third video and its the one I'm most proud of because of the advancements in the quality.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhcBUO9B7do


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I love you all! Take care.


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Also if anyone else is looking to become a youtuber hit me up and I will help you the best I can.