I've been here 33 years.
Grown from a geeky incel troll to a man.

I've dropped all religion from my life.
Personally, I think nobody has it right.
I also think that pragmatic actions and blind faith are toxic.

Drop the dualism, it's all synthetic. They're all crappy refined views on what God is supposed to be.
Old ways, that need to be done away with.

Plato, Aristotle, those who followed, they were getting it right.
Ayn Rand got it right.

Sometimes I don't even think this world is worth my time.
Fear of God is not something I hold.
Neither is guilt, nor shame, in contemplating euthanasia.

I used to have such a negative outlook on things.

An organic concept, brewed in my own mind, was "existence is eternal."
Bahá'u'lláh stated that the soul not only continues to live after the physical death of the human body, but is, in fact, immortal.
Chief Seattle states "there is no death, only a change of worlds."
I can't be the only one thinking like this., but on a positive note: "The soul is immortal." is far more appealing than "Existence is eternal."

Philosophies of old manifest unprovoked in the minds of youth, far younger than I. Youth that haven't even heard of any Greek philosophy.

I write this in hopes that somebody may relate, but I fear I am a minority in this regard.

There is no woe is me, life is pointless, crybaby person posting here.
This is some stuff that I have been thinking about for at least a decade.
I guess I'm just shedding my fear of death.