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May 3 2018 07:06pm
Hello everyone. Well let me start out with i am 26 years old. And for the passed two years of my life I have been going through some huge day to day problems with social issues. Anyway I find it as if people cough at me far to out of the ordinary, i mean it's so obvious its not even funny. And everyone else around doesn't think it's out of the ordinary at all and it leaves me to be the marked flag waving the Fridge around lol. All jokes aside, this isn't abnormal or anything, i have took plenty of time and effort to really look into this and it is a pattern that can not lie. before I go to in depth with it does anybody else have this problem? I would research some things on the internet and autism seems the only thing that pops up.
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May 4 2018 02:17pm
I am writing this on how strong I feel on this situation. Normality.

Why is it the "norm" to follow suit, instinctively.

As soon as I enter a room of people, rather it be a big store or party. I continuously Receive "negative" feed back(Is how I feel anyway).

Coughing and massive amounts of facial gestures, I am very confused at what these people are trying to tell me. It really makes me nervous, is this what they are trying to convey? Fight or Flight subliminally? I feel like it can't have any physical meaning to it like that. I receive this from numerous people, kids, women older men and woman. After all I am sure thousands of years of adaptivity or evolution made us like this..or in the autistic world these people would be "tagged" as "Neuro-typical" (Everyday normal people) Whom most of us are naturally.

See..Now I don't believe i am on the autistic scale nor i don't feel i am a normality. I am 26 years old, I am a adult. My girlfriend and I have been together for almost 2 years, she has a son whom now is 4 years old. The only reason i mention my age is because I notice he catches on to these subliminal messages fast and understand. Obviously he is 4 and his mind is like a sponge..I am no dummy.. also not a grammer police either lol. But anyway..



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May 4 2018 02:20pm
These body movements are in-tune with society. He is 4 and already has more of a grasp on some differences. The what I call "Mocking" I believe the slight differences are simply a outlook with certain individuals and areas like E and W. So far I have came up with...Electronic messages, vibrations, vibrations higher then other, tuned in different, trauma(mentally and physically) Instinctive traitsm fight or flight response, adult bullying.
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