I am on jsp because I am really really really really really bored. I'd do something else but my physical limitation makes it very difficult. But this place is still fun. Troll attempts are laughable, and some people actually respond with intelligence. It isn't as bad as I thought it would be. Maybe because a majority of the kids grew up or moved on. I still love Diablo 2, and still feel salty over diablo 3. Blizz took my money but whatever, it is my fault for getting on that bandwagon. In my past, as a WOW player, I learned a lot about people. I never was a social person. And I don't ever want to be. I was heavily influenced by that one highly intelligent person in WOW. I never really appreciated him because I was a young arrogant guy and extremely ignorant. It was only a couple of years later that I realized what my experience meant. The crazy thing is also that I saw this guy in one of my dreams. Maybe I played that game too much, and I did. For me, WoW was life. Eventually, I realized that one person does make a difference in the world. And that may also be the reason why I am here. It is also the reason why I help my co-workers and friends. Because I learned from my experiences from both real life and wow, I was able to break away from my delusions. Then I helped my brother break away from his. Then I helped my parents break away from their delusions as well. I was able to make a difference in my life and in others. I learned about manipulation, and read books on it. I realized that most of the things I was told are on a basis of opinion. That even mathematics isn't perfect, and science can be manipulated by people with an agenda. Holidays, birthdays, and weekdays, are all a bunch of bullshit. I questioned everything, and saw that I was living by peoples' opinions. I chose to break out of that loop. I chose to create my own reality. I also chose not to take life so damn seriously. But that part of me that is an angry spirit is still inside. I guess I was born naturally aggressive and angry. I can control myself better than ever, but the feeling will never go away. And I never want it to because it keeps me alive.