hi,
cant believe im back here but yea feels good and so much talk about. Im originally runemule. Originally I just wanted to join just to make gold I guess thats why my name and just stuck. I wrote that very personal blog dont know if it offended anyone or not though. But yea at least know is me even though lost account. I dont know if ppl were insulting me or not for it just saw some picture omg attention whore probably was me get self conscious sometimes. Tend to not care so much anymore though.

anyways for future.
I learned so many skills, but it always didnt start out that way. I mean was depressed and just wanted to find a game but here I am now maybe administrator running so many businesses in the future, finding all the support I need for it. But yea just found a game where I can really express myself verbally and maybe physically with my character. Ill ks that person any day as long as it lets me forget other things :).

anyways made a huge mistake of leaving my friends for college/university friends they treated me like shit really. acting like they were so superior to me well it was only one person but still if that one person is so loud could really ruin the experience for others. just sick of ppl playing victim all the time.... I value my friends more now and put friends first before business. Sure I dont have a job/college/university degree but seriously do I need that? Just because everyone else does it doesnt mean I have to. I mean my finances are already covered kind of, well I dont want talk about that for now will save for other time :).

I was always self conscious all the time though. what if ppl hate me/dont like me than when happens I dont care much..

anyways feel free comment/pm if any friends still play (I remember most well ones with avatars mainly) that remember me im busy though advertising/promoting/marketing other game that I care about alot. Not to mention hiring ppl for hacking/duping/exploit/glitch etc. Also taking a break kind of wrist was exhausted but yea. Im not so worried much anymore about most things though..

bye bye :).