Tha more I Grow tha more I see God..

..father thank you for granting me this unbelievable clarity

..I've been waiting for you to lift me up and take me out of this jungle since an adalasant...
.. the devil loves fucking with me..

But!! Little does he know..
every time he has me going in circles confused and lost or pissed off , lonely standing still in life stagnant ..
..God has my back! ..he not only gives me the strength and EVERY thing I need to succeed and be content he takes the negative experiences I go through and uses them to teach me how to not repeat da same mistakes over n over again ..
And more importantly during this process I become stronger and stronger as a person..see when I try and life life my way ..in my will ...my world is filled with fear and insanity ..my will is no good and will never work I just go in circles..
I have tons of fun yes ..but i get nothing done and go no where Lol...
one of my fav movie quotes.." The worst thing in life is wasted talent" - goodfellaz ...
see when im living in Gods will I excel and become the person he attended me to be...I struggle alot yes and sometimes all day to the point I feel traped and want to give up ....but I never do because I no it will get better if I get on my knees and ask him for help ...
His guidance is all I need...so thank you God for granting me this amazing clarity that's allowing me to literally look back at my life and see where I went wrong ...
I feel confident right now that everything is going to be alright
Things are finally starting 2 look UP~