*Note- I will update debt amount daily if possible.A few weeks ago I lost 1 million fg
https://forums.d2jsp.org/topic.php?t=102458666&f=104The next day I managed to lose another 2.5 million fg + 230k (loans repaid to me)
I built up 500k towards payback and then lost that plus another 1.2 million + interest.
Outside of some smaller loans that were repaid back to me that puts me at -5,415,000 at least.
today I lost another 1.12 million so total lost is AT LEAST 6,535,000 outside all the 10k,20k repays and things I've lost. I'll have easily lost 2 million of my own fg outside the actual debt i've accrued which I'm going to accept my loss.
I still have 3 loans out of my own. 2 of 3 seem to be getting scammed RIP.
please pay me back!
TY
Total amount ACTUALLY lost:
6,535,000
Deepest moment was around 3.8 million
Total current debt post consolidation with interest:
2,987,000 Forum Gold
When finished 2 things will take place:
1) I will build up fg for 2x freerolls (25k freerol + 100k freeroll)
2) I will be quitting jsp for at least 90 days or 1 bonus
It's such a shame to go from over a million fg + loans of my own into massive debt. I even started this grind a few months ago by cashing in with osrs and was able to sell 360k worth before I was banned on my main with another 360k fg worth of osrs (11billion at the time).
also has been key to my build up as well with absolutely massive tips/donations and loans through it all.
I've had a lot of ups and downs and close calls but now it's all gone to shit.
In BnP I don't always pool a lot or as much as I could but it's because I always go way too hard way too quickly and either A) I'm avoiding gambling and i'm just posting for fun or
im pooling and playing too much so I'm losing fg too quickly. Regardless, when I do have fg I do pool people a lot but again I tilt quickly.
All the fg I get is going towards repay and know that it's all going right back into bar and pubs section one way or another, it's just going to take time. I was hoping to get this done before christmas but that is not looking viable. Seems I'll spend yet another christmas in debt lol. I've always been able to repay all debts within a week or two but this time around it's going to be a lot longer. Regardless I'm not going anywhere until its done. I'll be doing everything I can to get this done asap.
TY for reading this if u made it this far. I'm stupid. I need to do better. Ty
I don't need more negativity than I already have to deal with. Please be positive
Here's what some days look like but I just cant seem to win millions like so many others, I just lose millions.
Post 2,3 and 4 is a compilation of some relevant gold logs.
