Bob sent me this message to post for him
THis is intended to be the final post TY
Loan HeLL isn't taking loans and losing the fg. Loan HeLL is taking your limit of loans and being close to or at rock bottom. It's hell because you have to stop no matter how bad it is and start again later with a new plan. It can get dire.
In every case I lose 5,6 sometimes up to 12 games in a row practically. Sometimes you lose more than you win and if you don't have self control you're going to lose A LOT.
These are most loans taken and chunks of progress:
Total loan hellsStarting May 11th til July 5th and then back from july 26th to the 30thLoan hell #171836k fg total and repaid in full
Loan hell #181859k fg total and repaid in full
Loan hell #191647k fg total and 100k left only --> 800k again
888k fg total 150k left ---> 700k again
700k fg total remaing 25k left ---> 550k again
550k fg and repaid in full
Outlier Loan hell #201200k fg debt paid within 24 hours
700k fg debt paid within a few hours
All of these amounts were reached as peak loan hells at seperate times within the span of less than 2 months
All these haters keep popping up saying nasty things. They say I'm just begging for donations.
May 2023
Transactions: 2312 · Gold In/Out: 31,665,948.99 / 31,374,850.18
June 2023
Transactions: 3352 · Gold In/Out: 44,774,008.25 / 45,029,509.26
July 2023
Transactions: 2140 · Gold In/Out: 45,719,302.41 / 44,846,422.96
This is with a 2 weeks suspension. and 30% warn. This is with constant harassment and doxxing on d2jsp and discord.
Also all my osrs accounts were banned and my main runescape account was banned which kept me distracted during all the downtime and waiting impatiently to grind back repayments.
Some people think they have it hard.
In the middle of multiple 1 million+, nearly 2 million loan hells I was suspended for long periods, restricted on how fast I could post and from uploading images, I was flamed and harassed by many haters who make up lies to stir up trouble because they are envious of my debt; envious of numbers and miserable people irl. Right after finishing a 1.4 million debt in a few days, the same day I got right back into an even deeper one. Then when that 2nd one was completely paid off, 2 days later I dipped right back into a 3rd very deep one which took almost an entire month to get out of. The amount of stress of not being at peace and just trying to have a little bit of fun adds up. Many times I wanted to give up or at least take a break but I didn't. My debt which I made public was by my own doing and my repayment of the debt was also done by my own will and merit. 98% of total repayment came from loans returning to me or more loans (I had over 1 million loaned to other jsp uers before I got into loan hell). Towards the end I began to play games and can here or there to control myself. I not only tipped more in total than I was tipped but the tips that I earned I almost always gambled and lost immediately after. I have had death in the immediate family and severe debilitating health issues for several years now. Ya boo hoo me I know. This text will be quoted and used to meme against me for an esoteric group of haters that ride the same inside jokes for a decade.
All of that being said.
People need to grow up and respect others. That means new users too, especially when you depend on them for your tips but still mistreat them. We are all people with lives and families.
You need to have empathy for everyone even if you have prejudice. We don't get to see what's going on in people's lives as a whole. We just see screen names and text.
I am very thankful to all the people to the people who helped me and offered low-0 interest loans over the course of these painful 2 months. This was make or break for me. Every other aspect was absolutely soul-crushing. Sometimes all you have to do is talk to people
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I am going to do my best to stop taking loans for some time at least now and will be giving my own fair low interest ones to those in need. Sometimes just some support any support can make the difference. A lot of people talk but few people actually help. We can all be winners and the losses can be less stressful and less drama-filled if we want them to be. I'll do my part to keep the community active and fun.
This is my final post for this blog. I have asked someone to post for me as I am no longer able to post in this forum with 30% warn. I just wanted to update this once and for all. I've had several people observing me and asking me questions along the way so it should satiate everyone's curiosity.
