Anthones best friend Kendrick killed him self.
Anthone makes very rash descions when he is upset.
He's bottling up his emotions right now by sleeping.
And eventually he will express his emotions.
And when he does that he makes very harsh descions and he hurts me
Not physically, but emotionally.
Like last time he said "never mind you wouldn't understand"
And that hurt the hell out of me.
Like when Katie killed her self, Anthone told me to get over it.
Not in that way but the same idea conveyed.
And I'm jealous.
I'm jealous if every emotion that's going through anthones mind
That it isn't for me.
I know I'm selfish but I wish it was for me.