Killing time before 1:30.
And so it begins.
Hmm.
Lets see.
Taking a shower
Eat maybe. Idk I thought I would be more hungry in the morning
Put away the mess my family made. Cause I didn't do it.
Uhhhh. I could nerd out on runescape. But that could only entertain me so long.
Anyways.
I'm kinda pissed at Victoria.
Well at my group of friends.
A lonnnnng time ago
They got upset at me
For always getting a new guy
For looking too "sexy"
For all of those things.
Cleavage, ass, skin tight clothing, SUPPOSIDLY.
Which never happened because my momma would make sure I didn't look like a skank when I walked out the house
Anyways
They got over it and apologized to me.
Which was nice.
But they started doing the same things
They accused me of.
Except with added sexuality
Red leather corsets to school
Fishnets
Etc.
And I think I mentioned this in OMYH
But, VICTORIA IS DATING MY EX.
Now, if it was any other of my exes I wouldn't care
I don't care, I rejected them for a reason.
But I regret rejecting him.
First boyfriend.
We were just kids in middle school
He was in a grade a head of me.
And we were neighbors.
Litterally six steps away from my house.
And we had that young love.
I broke up with him because he was too immature.
Then 2 years later he asked me back out again.
Damn, like I got a second chance at it.
You always have feelings for your first love.
But it was during a time when me and Anthone were on a break.
Then, 2 years later, and on his part many girlfriends later,
He asked if I was still dating that guy. I said yes.
But We both knew where he was going, and where we were going to go if I said a different answer.
But I didn't.
So he drove me back home from a party
And he tried to kiss me.
Instead of kissing him I panicked and just gave him an Eskimo kiss , that thing where up rub two noses together.
Then left for my house.
I told my mother what happened. She said, you shoulda kissed him.
I'm like o.o
But that's not me.
Anyways. I guess him and Victoria are doing okay in their relationship
Which makes me happy.but upset.
Because Sean was always my fall back.
Always.
Who knows, maybe he would break up with her for me.
Who knows, maybe he still like me
But yeah, I'm mad at her
Not mad,
Dissapointed