Quote (Bob888 @ Dec 9 2023 02:19pm)

I hope this blog can be a testament to those who are in deep shit that it is possible to get out and not scam all your friends if you want to.

3,957,000 Was my deepest on 11/14/2023
*Excluding interest. With interest and taking more than a day or two to repay most of the loans the interest would have certainly put me over 4 million.

This was reduced by 600k that night and another million over the course of the next week or so before tilting again and making this blog to keep myself on track and motivated.
https://i.imgur.com/AQFgStB.png

So, on 11/14/2023 I owed:

Slushslush 2427k
lakeshow 300k
yoitsbick 80k (220/300)
sleth 600k
drnazty 200k
linux 100k
roshtein 100k
pyromode 50k
razo 50k


I've never gone this far before. This is going to be a long sappy self-centered blog. Ask yourself why you're even reading it tbh before continuing. Prior to this loan hell earlier in the middle of this year I was in around 2 million debt. Akkpve absolutely demoilished me. I Lost all my fg that I had built up and another 2 million. THis time around it was Kilos. Kilos reign over the games lasted weeks and I really couldn't catch a break until recently. THat break was mainly because he didn't have any more fg :rofl: .

I'll never scam. I've spent way too much time in ladder slasher and d2jsp to just throw away all those "pixels" earned due to other "pixels" lost.

If I had to say how much of all this debt was paid from my own fg risk I'd say 98%. I can promise you for almost every 5k tip I received someone else also got a 5k tip. I also didn't spend much time canning and anyone around during this time period can attest. I spent many many days posting up 100s of games. Also almost every time I got a tip I always try to double it, quadruple it and it goes to the trash. This still helps a lot for tanking my bad luck but also for keeping my moral up and not doing anything crazy so easily. Also any progress is better than none and no progress breaking even is better than more debt. Wow this is so profound. Does this mean everyone who helped me was worthless? No, but do realize that you don't get out of 4 million fg debt off tips in a few weeks. Anyone who has watched the forums knows that. I say all this not to be mean but because there will be haters who will just invent lies saying I begged my debt off or I bought fg off people. :Rofl:
A guy literally had this in his signature for weeks to antagonize me. I will say I also lost at least 1.5 million fg of my own fg and assets and the other 500kish I have out in loans seem to not be returning RIP. Throughout this whole process all my fg was loaned into bar and pubs, was lost in bar and pubs and was eventually repaid to bar and pub players thus keeping fg in circulation. Slushslush has been a king for giving action to bnp when he has fg to do so. I'm not a hero I just want a piece of the fg too at a later date :rofl: .


EVen at my worst I tipped 10%. Please remember to tip if you're also going to can. Also I did full pool a lot of 50-100k games but a lot of people lost lol so can't afford to tip if u lose :P . Don't can if you tip nothing or crap.

https://i.imgur.com/iyTwKZ2.png

https://i.imgur.com/E1P147p.png



I want to thank everyone who has loaned me. There are many people. I had my guild really helping me out. Linux and Slushslush are by far the MVPS. SLushslush consolidated my debt time after time as it got worse and worse and Linux kept giving me loans regardless to help. Tealeaves and Razo were also extremely helpful and essential. I am very thankful for my guild :) :santa: .

11/8/2023, 1:32:50 PM Received 400,000.00 (698.32 -> 400,698.32) from slushslush (681,111.12 -> 281,111.12) Loan

11/10/2023, 12:59:06 AM Received 910,000.00 (5,226.53 -> 915,226.53) from slushslush (2,046,573.62 -> 1,136,573.62) loan

11/10/2023, 11:53:14 AM Received 1,167,000.00 (11.02 -> 1,167,011.02) from slushslush (1,812,064.38 -> 645,064.37) Loan

TY slushslush for really covering for my ass and with 0 questions asked.



I want to thank everyone who was supportive and encouraging. Those who had good intentions, those who pooled or tipped me, those who just sent positive messages or quotes in threads. In general the debt was horrifying but the community attitude was NOT NEGATIVE like it has been in previous loan hells. I've had 300-500k debt where people are just flaming me every thread or annoying me on discord while I'm rolling, etc. There were a few haters nevertheless but they were on their own. Ty BnP. Ty everyone who has bought emojies in emoji races. THis has helped a lot for several reasons. I truly appreciate you guys filling these games. My profile has undergone a lot of updates as many people tipped exceedingly generous at times. I do want to list people but this loan hell has been 10s of thousands of gold logs and I've been typing this shit up for quite some time so I don't want to stay up any longer looking for how much gratitude I owe each person. I have some names in mind but I don't want to say some and then others might feel left out :bonk: . If you helped me out in anyway I truly appreciate it. :angel: :hug:
Even so im gonna list some kry names here in really being outgoing and helpful. Pugman with races, StrakkeOtter, lidocaine, gordonn, ny_omega, yeat, pokah, lvlark and chew30. If I left you out let me know muahha. For even more loans, Lakeshow906, Drnazty, pyromode and yoitsbick


I GOT THIS DONE BEFORE CHRSTIMAS!!!! I will spend the next 2 weeks building up fg for the 2 freerolls (I will maintain my promise to host 25k and 100k freeroll), maybe loan a few people myself :Rofl: and maybe play in some of the bar and pub christmas freerolls (pot looks to be 600k+ :drool: ). Last year I was tilted or in debt during xmas and didn't even bother. This year I was intending to add more and maybe even host it but I was too lazy to even get involved and tilted shortly before others came forward to put in the time and the work :hail: ! I am fortunate, lucky and blessed. I also have some warn% I hope to get down so I wanna stick around until I can do that as well. THere is also a christmas Ladder Slasher proficiency event which I'm participating in and I want to see it through so that's at least a solid 4 reasons to stick around for 2 more weeks before my much needed break.

Ladder slasher skilling, in particular glyphing, has kept me sane. Ironically if you just glyph you'll lose your mind but it's a nice thing that fits in between poker and dice games so I'm not just stuck f5ing the forums.


I will also be posting scammer accusation topics on 2/4 people who still owe me (who aren't locked yet) . I can't believe I got in the biggest mess I've ever seen and got out of debt before I even got any payments from these guys.
THis whole experience like many others reminds me to be compassionate and comprehensive in every aspect of gambling and in life as I've been through just about everything. Before all of this mess I had almost 2 million fg loaned out :o. I can still be comprehensive in regards to other people's situations but you do need to log in at least once and let people know what's going on :( .






https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=deTJ513J07Y

Quote (ElonTheMeowskrat @ Dec 8 2023 11:58pm)

This is pretty amazing.

Can't you do this the other way now and be up 3mil?