Jumpy

Dear god.

I feel super wired right now.

Like I can't stop bouncing my leg I feel like.





I'll stop drinking coffee for now. Please god. Watch over my heart.


In Jesus name
Amen

Praise be unto the Lord

Who leads me by the still waters

And into the land of milk and honey

Thank u god

I am in BCh right now


First time.


Shift was canceled yesterday.

Then he said nvm not canceled.


Then me and miles shows up and we both canceled.




Then they say to me ok nvm we do need u.go to b7






B 7 god!!


Anyway. Thanks for giving me a home here today.


I'm getting paid 70






God without u I would not be under the care of the seraphim


In Jesus name,
Amen

This post was edited by redExorcist on Jan 20 2023 09:36am

Actually tired


Dear god


Woke up at three by accident I think I'll try to nap now.


Please watch over my shift and thank you

Amen

A sickness


Dear god. I haven't fully taken all my meds.


But I feel a certain sickness. a sadness. A grief. Something vexes me. Something displeases me greatly.



I feel such an authentic burden but I know not what it is.



Please shower your mercies over us.

Protect me god, and everyone I am involved with.



In Jesus name,
Amen

Unforgiveness


Got criticized a few times here already by different people about tiny tiny tiny small things not even worth mentioning.


But my perfectionistic self will mention it with secret memos

-30*2=60annieAsianBcH CT

And the other one was...?

Jaspreet n the phone?


Okay.






So.?




These are good things



1. Standards
2. Safety
3. Everyone follows the same rules, no one is special




These are good ideas. Good principles.




I don't feel like I have a license to judge this place.




I can sense God here. The Holy Spirit is at work here.



All I can do is be respectful to God.


To the best of my ability.

Dear Father God,

It's me. Samuel. You know my faults. forgive me for my sins. Deliver me from the evil one.

In Jesus name,
Amen.