The lord taught me
How to renovate
How to use the tapping block and pull bar to set the planks.
He taught me how to stain the stair nose.
The lord taught me how to renovate, sober.
And he kept me sober, and sustained me.
I made some mistakes in the hallway.
He taugbt me how to do it properly.
If I didn't try, I would not have struggled.
If I didn't struggle, I would not have learned.
The lord taught me that education and knowledge is better than riches.
The lord covers my flaws and hides my shame.
The lord helps me break boundaries and exceed expectations.
The lord taught me to never allow any limiting thoughts from myself or others.
The lord has made me strong.
Yet the lord has also declared unto me my weaknesses.
"recognize your limitations"
My limitations and my weak spots. Things that are too much for me to bear at the moment.
The lord has authenticated all my connections.
He has given me passage in every direction.
I have but seven loaves at hand.
But I lift up to the Lord who produces fruit.
My God will not multiply in vain
He does not bribe with riches
Or woo with miracles.
My Father. Author of life, and of death.
With that, I close this chapter.
WHAT IS NEXT FOR ME?
I am not going to ask God because I think he already told me what's next.
The seven loaves