Anthone came over thismorning
Him & my mom were bonding it was nice to see him trying to make a fire.

It was pretty funny.

I wished my mom would stop bringing up
Sean near Anthone, I could see him get slightly jealous.




Anyways,
Effort is one of the hardest lessons I have ever had to learn.
I had no problem putting in effort, but comphrending it and
Understanding the depth of it, is something else.

To start off the morning and the week,
While i was taking off my jacket in the bathroom,
My phone decided to take a swim in the toilet
THANK GOD that my brothers decided to flush the toilet this time.

But still.
Mom won't let me put my phone in rice.
And as it stood, I won't be getting a new phone till never.

BUT ANTHONE WAS BEING WONDERFUL.
He said this weekend he will buy me a new phone and cover all if not most
Of the activation fee.

Unfortunatley, he couldn't find a flip phone
Cause I really do enjoy it, I don't want anything else.
But he found another one, like a slide out one, I mean I'm okay with that.
But yeah, I know it sounds weird but I want a down grade from that lol.

With Katt it is like I am always in competition with her
Like "Who knows Sean more, and who Sean likes more "

Like Sean told me he doesnt like Katt, and he is extremely passive with her.
And I noticed.

Like who did Sean ask to date twice? Me.
Who did Sean kiss? Me.
Who did Sean almost kiss 2 nights ago? Me.


Idk.





Anyways.
Anthone called, made me feel good

Hmm I'm debating on painting my nails this mornimg

Don't you think it is strange that evolution gave us a sense of humor?
That we have a physcholgical response to absurdity.
We laugh at nonsense. We like it. We think it's funny. Don't you think it's
Odd that we appreciate absurdity? Why would we develop that way?

I cut my nails today!

They didn't break it anything, I just did just for the hell of it.

IT FEELS SO WEIRD.

The cure is, if you let in just a little more love... I promise you, this, a little is enough.

I just made the best scrambled eggs in my life.


Egg
Munster cheese
Onion
Garlic
Salt
Parsley
Oregano
Italian herbs
And a little mayo


Om nom nom nom nom nom

Fuck Kamaria and everything having to do with her.


Anyways, I pretty much just told richa to let me go off of secretary for mcs.


I told her to have a vote to let me go or not.

would it help ME if I was gone?

yes.

Would it help THEM if I was gone?

no.



thats it.

Richa is going to let me know at the end of today or tmrw morning.

Is it sad that I have to read happy things online to help me survive the next day?