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New Years Eve ♥

so its jan 2nd

his bday is on the 4th
and our 4 year anniversary is on the 6th.

I feel like this is post worthy--

I read it, my old english teacher posted this on facebook


Make peace with your past so it wont disturb your present

what other people think of you is none of your business

time heals almost everything, give it time

no one is in charge of your happiness, except you

dont compare your life to others, you have no idea what their journey is all about

stop thinking so much, its okay not to know all the answer, they will come to you when you least expect it

smile, you dont own all the problems in the world.

Anthones birthday today.
Not that I got to really spe d anytime with him.

Mommy is home she got In around 9 last night. I'm so happy she got in safe(:

anthone's and i's anniversary today
he just came over,
made him dinner
and he left.

my family is falling apart even more

my dad has been doing more shit to me, ive been keeping to my self,
not really dealing with it, just bottoling it up

my brother has been abusing me , ive been keeping it to my self,
just blaming my self for being at fault, because
if dad didnt kick me out, he wouldnt be like this.

and my family is falling apart even more.

and im tired of everything and no one is picking up their phone irl
and im just so fucking tired of everything .
im trying so hard not to do anything bad to my self im trying
please.

everything is my fault.

I'm calm.

laskdgawrguoahw.
always getting upset for nothing at all,
i'mtired of being axious and irritable

iso to be relaxed

i havent been relaxed in 3 years

I feellike I need medication, cause its really bad,
but I know its not for me.