MC dues are due today.
Before noon /:
I do wish it was afterschool.
But nope.

Anyways I have an afterschool meeting for mc society

Hey, guys.

Commenting on a girls picture on facebook, instagram, twitter or what ever
by using a single curse word as your compliment i.e. "damn", isn't much of a compliment.
Neither is beating around the bush when we both know you're lusting after her.
And he who has lusted after a woman has already committed adultery in his heart.
So instead of making yourself look uneducated by using words that have no meaning,
and instead of openly broadcasting your shortcomings of the Lord, our God,
how about you respect not only the girl, but yourself enough to keep your loud opinions to yourself.

kthnxbai


Just sayin.

Ugh.
Here I go again getting all jealous of nothing.
Like at least 6 times a year I get all paranoid that Anthone is cheating on me.

You know, if he never done that shit a few years ago, he coulda save himself a whole lotta head aches

But, I ask him, how could he stay with a girl that constantly accuses him of cheating.
And he said, I stay with you because I know it is not true.
And like , I believe him.

Cause NO other guy would stay with me like this haha

And e said that if he wanted another girl that he would leave me.


Though men may look at other females, it is natural for them
To also look but not like.
And they do t have to act on every emotion too.


But on jsp there is a select handful of people, that remind me that there are other guys out there.
Other Guys that I know will not cheat. Other guys that are def boyfriend material.
But I know better than to just blow something away for a slim chance.

I'm nkt saying I wanna break up with him or cheat on him, hell idk what the fuck in saying.

I have come to the understanding that I can never be fully relaxed.

Like I wake up at 4:25 in the morning thinkin about shit I have to do as secretary
For MCS and it's annoying that no one else is putting in the dedication that I am.

I FINISHED WRITING MY DISNEY DREAMERS ACADEMY ESSAYS.

omg ♥
thank the lord.
all I gotta do is find a big ass envelope and send it and pray.

just took an amazing walk around my neighborhood with my dog.
Like it was really refreshing

Vitamin water, pink one ofc cause ISO vitamin a.

And lays's stacks
On nom nom.

Watched
The Wild Thornberry Movie



it was so touching.
♥

That random AMAZING moment when your Uncle calls you and he's like
"Oh, I went shopping today, I found this Coach Bag, so I was like what the hell I'll get it you."
oh my family ♥

ALRIGHT.

So, My friend Abigail wasnt here today... so... i texted her from anthone's phone,
cause I cannot text from my phone... and I woulda called her, but she
was probably in her college classes or w/e.. so yeah.
So, While i'm texting abigail...
i see this message from this female name Scarlet... she's a year younger than Anthone,
about.. year, year and a half.
and i know some of the converstaions were delted because all I saw from the textmessage was

"your such a tease lol." -Scarlet
"Yeah, I know I held back"-Anthone

I dont trust that,
because Scarlet used to live across the street from anthone, always askhing him
to comeover, to cuddle with her or someshit
SHE IS FULLY AWARE I AM HIS GIRLFRIEND.
and she admitted to him she liked him last year.


this textmessage was sent Sept. 9th or what ever or 6th or someshit
so... somehwat recent... only a month ago.
I asked him to explain it.. he was l ike... I forgot..
then I ask him again after he dropped me off, he is like, yeah i will later.

BITCH YOU JUST TOLD ME YOU FORGOT.
ALRIGHT.