Wish I could endure the pain for you

Menthol Patch>Hotwater bottle ♥

I went shopping (:

I got a skin tight sexy long skirt.
a new loose looking comfy blue shirt
and this other grey semi-sheer shirt

ALL FOR TWENTY BUCKS
BECAUSE I AM A FUCKING BAWS♥


I love Aerie.

My nails are so long.
I love them (:
I know eventually I'll have to cut down my nails but I don't wanna
Cause them they will feel all weird and such.

It's morning right now.
I wanna listen to Mumford and Sons


I have to do my senior exit project.
I don't wanna.

I'm on my period.
I feel the moist blood sitting near my vagina.
It feels pretty gross.

I know your thinking eww.
But you gotta take in to account you are reading a blog
From a 16 year old at 7;43 am on Sunday
Who is feelin pretty bored.
Maybe your expectations were too high.



I like showers

So, I reviewed my project with momma, and it turns out this is gonna be a week event... vs just 3 days

I hope Paula loves me enough to drive me.

I think she will... I just think the only issue is picking up her sons in time for the bus.

So, I got the email from Richa about the officer positions.
To be honest, If an underclassmen gets VP
imma be pissed, and i will NOT join the club.
Yeah, my pride gets the best of me, but I will NOT report to someone who is beneath me.

Work sucks
I know.

I don't think Imma see the kids today.
Instead I think I am going to go to ms Ellis's room today

ALRIGHT~

so, i was talking to abigail about leah,
and she convinces me to talk everything out with her.
so i'm like, hey leah, i need to talk to you,
she's like about what
i'm like, about what ever happened freshman year, like i'm just sorry.
she's like oh your fine.
and i'm like oh, i thought you were still hung up on it, because you keep on glaring at me or someshit
and she's like oh thats just my face
i'm like oh okay, whatever
and leave

like THAT HOE, I wish YOU were there, ugh. she's triflin~

anyways.
So, I stay after for help with AFM.
Ms. Osborne left cause she had to go to the doctor, so she was like, go to ms. ellis
i'm like oh... okay.

I go to ms. ellis,
and she is like oh okay.... we work on each problem every student has with the whole class.
so we have to go by ONE by ONE.
so, i go up first...
its like she doesnt know how to explain shit, and making everything more complicated than it seems
all she needed to tell me was
3x3x1=9
so you do 9!

THATS IT
NINE FUCKING FACTORIAL
she's over here talking about some other shit,

i'm liek the fuck?

so she's like okay baby, you can sit down...
I'm like oh I jsut have one more question then I can leave.

She makes me wait like 20 MINS
omg.
for stupid people to ask stupid questions.
I'm like, I gotta leave in like less than 20 mins.
so,
yeah. and I still have just one question.
she's like oh okay baby, get up to the board and write downt he problem

it was a SIMPLE ASS PROBLEM.
she makes me stand there... she didnt know what the fuck to do, because the wording was so funky like.

so i'm standing up there like a fucking idiot for FIFTEEN MINUTES.
and she's like hold on baby.

omg.
so then after 15mins gone by, she's like, you know what, i'll work on you one on one with that, lemme answer some other questions.
i'm like T.T
so, I go back to my seat... look at the problem
do
4P2=12
12x6P4 and I get 4320

which is the answer.
IN LESS THAN A MINUTE.
omg... my life.

Okay, so in English today we are studying Sonnets.
I love sonnets.
Shakespearean Sonnets, I can annotate the fuck out of them.
I'm rather excited.

But, Ms. McFadden was being all her self.
and she was "challenging" us with "why is it so important to learn about sonnets"
I gave AT LEAST a college level response, that Is way too long to type, and it was perfectly said
and she fucking shot me down, saying,
well, we arent living in the past now are we?
and shit.
like,
that pissed me off,
then she was like I'm not trying to be an Asshole but im just saying.

it wasnt jsut me that she said that too, she was saying that to EVERYONE.
but she has no right to shoot a student down like that, and embarass them.
because , no, I am not going to be thinking about your response or paying attention to your lesson.
Instead I'm going to be thinking about how much I hate you for doing that to me.
and you know I am right.
so yeah.
ugh~
like Ms. McFaddeen can be cool sometimes, but most of the times, she pisses EVERYONE off
Like her supervising teacher Ms. Lochen gets fustrated with her too