I was #1 on tacky day.

I went hard~


SOOOOOOO,
valery was being herself again T.T
and she was just bitching about businiess that wasnt even hers, and she really needs to keep her thoughts and opinions to her self.
like, i'm proabably gonna be over it come next week, maybe.
but its not just me, like everybody elese is tired of her HATING ON MY DECISONS.

its so fucking annoying~

Valery just called me and apologized,
then we got on to the topic of Devin, and She said that she knows that Devin doesnt like me
now... I HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING AT ALL TO HER .
Havent talked shit, havent gave mean glares, havent done anything at all.
but I got valery to tell her that she should call me because I dont have her number, and valery doesnt have her number
BUT, her and valery skype, and I dont... so it works out...
and yeah~

Devin said errything is all good its just that we have nothing to talk about and that's cool.

I found like multiple HIGE cuts on the back side of my knee.
Like the cuts are as wide as a dollar bill.
And it hurts.

Plus , I'm OFFICALLY sick with a sore throat + stuffy nose

Lost voice.
Gg

I'm upset.
So like, Appearnlyt Anthone is moving tomorrow, but whatever information he is told, idk.. I dont like how his plans are always changing, like at a whim
its not his fault at all, its his mother's.
but what the fuck ever.. so the house is 20 minutes away. I know I'm being spoiled by him living 5 minutes away from me.
but now he can't even drive because he was using his grandmother's car, and she got pissed at HIS mom, so out of spite she was all like, well then your
son cant drive my car.

Like their whole family housing situation is so damn immature.
His mother is obviously a young soul, and she is not stupid, but she makes stupid decisons, and so does his aunt.
but whatever.
I dont wanna deal with this right now.

Like Anthone even said that his life is fucked, I know he is pissed.
How he cant show it... amazes me everyfuckingday.
but like, he needs to TALK to me.
I feel like we are loosing it.

I just wanna be loved, and have everythingn i want and everything i deserved.
judge me if you want, I dont care, i just put up with alot of bullshit, and the one thing I want, I cant have...



I always want what I cant have.

but what ever, I'm riding the bus.. as a senior.
what the fuck ever.

worked everything out.
he is still moving bout 20 mins away, but i suppose it will be alright because things happen for a reason.
we have a bright and mysterious future, and that should not get me worried, i should be more anxious.

I wouldnt mind being able to breathe when I'm sick /:

Good day aside from me like not being able to breathe cause stuffy nose. \:

I HAVE TO WRITE AN ICKY PAPER ABOUT THE CANTERBURYTALES.

yeah and its a test grade,

So right now i got like 1 1/2 paragraphs hehehe, then...

OKAY I GOT DISTRACTED BUT I THINK THIS IS A GOOD DISTRACTION.
So, I was like, hrmm.. I have slightly chapped lips,
so i took some natural olive oil and a booty load of sugar, and I made a lip scrub to
exfoliate my lips and to remove all the dead skin cells and impurities from my lips
THEN i took my FAVORITE chapstick and put that over it, and ooh, boyyyyyyyyyyy
my lips are soffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft♥

shit happens right?
right.

Brother decided to stomp on my face last night and choke me,
oh and I fell down the stairs and busted my bad shoulder.

gg right?


So, It was reccomended that WE call child protection services, and
they are SUPPOSED to help with child vs child situations, but they refused to accept the case.
so the councelor told me they were supposed to
and now we have to go see a family councelor or someshit.

but what ever.

I didnt hit my brother back, and I am not in the wrong at all, I am the victim, he is the abuser.
and he had been suspended in school for fighting before.
idk,
he's srsly fucked up in the head,

but my youngest brother kieron... even though he can get on my last damn nerve, he like pretty much saved me.


Last night I coulda died, I was so close.
but its not my time... yet♥

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